Sometimes, life can make you feel like the king of the world. And, sometimes, life can make you feel like the bottom turtle in the indeterminable stack of terrapins that hold up the universe. Lately, it feels as if there is this infinite, gaping chasm spread out in front of meāone I canāt see the end of, one I canāt see the bottom of, one that terrifies me more than my limited vocabulary could express. I donāt know what Iāve done to put myself at the precipice. More importantly, I donāt know how to escape from said precipice. Were it as easy as turning back the way I came, I would have run backward, blindly even, without hesitation. But, the path behind me is steadily eroding away. Soon, there will be no backward path, only the abyss. Melodramatic much? Seriously, though, I donāt know which karma fairy I stepped on, or which curse Iāve stumbled into, but I think Iāve had my fair share of bad days and troubled times--- perhaps more than my fair share. Those who k...